I worked my ass off online

I sit at night thinking and writing these pages for you because I think I have something important to say to the people I don’t want to be rude or anything just this is my situations this is the world that I live in, how can you confuse reality with fiction How do we know when something is real or not real this is freaking me out I think it’s the first time I feel this way I never felt like this before in my life it is something that makes me want to make something of my life I’m not perfect I know but I try my best to compensate for my mistakes I did not even knew what was happening, God If you hear me please show me what is real and not real because my life was a mess before and I want to make it right this time 🙂